Here’s the deal. I’m EXTREMELY creative… too creative probably. The problem is I dream up all these things and have the hardest time executing them. And the reason is I am so OCD that I am crippled by making it exactly perfect.
I want SO BADLY to be able to sew. I try it once a month. I never get to the actual sewing part because the measuring it to an exact size over and over and over, and then pinning it exactly literally makes me break out into hives and walk away. What is my problem!?!!!??!!! Its terrible. So I have a new sewing machine that has barely been used. Sigh.
The latest effort to be crafty is making hair bows so we don’t go broke buying them. I bought tons of ribbon and all the supplies. And then I tried to do it. Oh. My. Gosh. Its a nightmare. I can’t even talk about it right now because I’m so mad.
BUT! I did make her a bow holder today and it is, if I do say so myself!, so cute! Here’s the ONE successful craft project I’ve had lately.
I’m seriously considering going to get medicine. Why can’t I be like my mom, aunts, sisters, friends and be able to actually DO the things I dream up?! I’m very depressed about this.
Ok enough with that. Here’s your cute picture of Rory for today. I know thats why you actually read my blog.